Thursday, June 11, 2009
I completely loved the randomness of this past week.Will try to update soon with all the backdated pictures!
Oh dear me.
11:10 PM
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Thursday, June 04, 2009
I completely fail at updating my blog.EPIC FAIL.
Perhaps I will blog more often over summer.
We'll see. (:
Oh, and I'm flying home today!
Will be back for 3 and a half months!
Goodbye London, hello Singapore.
8:00 AM
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
If there was ever one
Whom when you were sleeping
Would wipe your tears
When in dreams you were weeping;
Who would offer you time
When others demand;
Whose love lay more infinite
Than grains of sand.
If there was ever one
To whom you could cry;
Who would gather each tear
And blow it dry;
Who would offer help
On the mountains of time;
Who would stop to let each sunset
Soothe the jaded mind.
If there was ever one
To whom when you run
Will push back the clouds
So you are bathed in sun;
Who would open arms
If you would fall;
Who would show you everything
If you lost it all.
If there was ever one
Who when you achieve
Was there before the dream
And even then believed;
Who would clear the air
When it's full of loss;
Who would count love
Before the cost.
If there was ever one
Who when you are cold
Will summon warm air
For your hands to hold;
Who would make peace
In pouring pain,
Make laughter fall
In falling rain.
If there was ever one
Who can offer you this and more;
Who in keyless rooms
Can open doors;
Who in open doors
Can see open fields
And in open fields
See harvests yield.
Then see only my face
In the reflection of these tides
Through the clear water
Beyond the river side.
All I can send is love
In all that this is
A poem and a necklace
Of invisible kisses.
- Lemn Sissay
I know I promised changes and better updates.
Those shall come, in time.
All I can say is that one day you'll realise that all this time you've only been hurting yourself.
10:47 PM
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Too many words fill this head of mine,
Too much to say in such little time.
So I stay a-silent. Hush.
And fade away like I should have.
Shh.
I was never here.
10:46 PM
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
Once again, my gut feeling was right.
I just didn't expect it to hurt as much as it does.
It's pretty amazing how fragile I feel.
But I don't really care anymore.
Fading away doesn't seem so bad.
"Love, love is a verb.
Love is a doing word."
- Elbow
♥
8:22 PM
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
It's Valentine's Day.
I haven't slept all night.
Have just been thinking about things.
How I'm really messing up everything I care about.
I don't know if I can deal with another loss.
Help. ♥
7:13 AM
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
It's 7.38 in the morning and I'm up trying to write an essay.
I've only written a paragraph and a bit and yet I can't carry on.
I don't know.
Am I thinking straight?
Ending a 3 year relationship is a big decision for me, no matter how unstable it has been.
I just never thought that it'd be me who'd finally break.
Not that you even care anyway.
"If you did something wrong, I wouldn't give a shit."
Shows how much this relationship means to you, I suppose.
Don't know what to think anymore,
don't know what to do.
Love is too complicated,
and I'm a major fool.
I'm taking a break from this game, Cupid.
♥
7:38 AM
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